i'm lula and i fight and complain.
i live in fiction and eat emotions for breakfast.
i really like to know things.
i'm rly poorly adjusted, idc.

i like science fiction +
fictional things in space +
sad & scary boys


*doesn’t check bank account*
*pretends everything is fine*


even white people are sick of white people’s bullshit


Symphony No. 7 Movement No. 2, Ludwig van Beethoven.

i’m in a constant state of low-level panic

i always feel nauseous and anxious

please please please ughh i wish i could take a pill to repel other people because there is nothing more stressful than dealing with other peoples’ emotions for me apparently i am a child

"A racist woman is not a feminist; she doesn’t care about helping women, just the women who look like her and can buy the same things she can.

A transphobic woman is not a feminist; she is overly concerned with policing the bodies and expressions of others.

A woman against reproductive rights — to use bell hook’s own example, and an issue close to your heart — is not a feminist; she prioritizes her dogma or her disgust over the bodies of others.

An ableist woman is not a feminist; she holds some Platonic ideal of what a physically or mentally “whole” person should be and tries to force the world to fit inside it."


Une aventure de Billy le Kid (Luc Moullet, 1971) vs. L’eden et après (Alain Robbe-Grillet, 1970)

So no matter what I do, hooray for me because I’m a great guy? It’s all good?



I don’t think people realise how hard it is to re-discover the person you were before depression or even try to remember your own personality

and if you’ve had depression since early childhood you don’t even know if you have your own personality

you didn’t have time to be a person before depression

and it’s scary having no idea who you are


horror movies (✿◕‿◕)

haunted houses (。♥‿♥。)

halloween (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ

ghost hunting ‎(✿ノ◡‿◡)ノ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

creepy stories  ლ(╹◡╹ლ)